2011

Today is January 1, 2011, or 1-1-11. I can't stand this holiday, or I should say yesterday's holiday. I hate having to feel like I should be one half of a couple to really bring in the New Year properly. Instead I went to 1st Street in Snohomish, which was laaaaaame. Booo Happy New Year!

I have a couple NY resolutions, the first is obviously to lose weight, the second is to feel fantastic about myself and the third is too hot to actually be posted. But a third exists and I know what it is, and that's all that matters.

1-1-11 has been pretty lame so far, although, not bad. I sat around doing absolutely nothing today. Except to leave around 5pm to go to Safeway to get some Blood Orange Sorbet and three DVDs, all of which I watched/watching tonight.

Tomorrow I need to figure out what is suppose to be happening for this upcoming week and my student teaching. But of course I have not heard from any of my advisors about anything regarding ST in the last two weeks. So I have NO idea what is going on, or when or where. It's awesome. I emailed Frank, a rude-ish letter asking him what the hell is going on, without the expletives of course. I told him I thought I would be getting help from my advisors regarding ST. Hopefully he feels like a douche and cries about it. But since that is unlikely, it would work for me, if he'd just respond tonight or early tomorrow. Now granted I have not been very active in figuring out what's going on next week, but it was my break! And I was thinking that if my advisors didn't seem bothered, neither should I. I now think I was just lying to myself about being lazy and procrastinating as usual.

I wish I could be excited for the New Year. But I'm not. I just hope it doesn't suck like 2010 did. I'd love to say 2011 is the best year thus far!!! How could I make that happen?? Lose weight, feel great about my body. Get a job while ST or immediately after. And then get a real teaching job somewhere, and then MOVE. AND THEN, possibly a boyfriend. Oh I'd like that. That could make it a very very good year.

ALSO, my mom gave me $100 for the week (she's in Orlando, FL), so that means I have to workout for 10 hours this week. Get to it girl.