SO I know it has beed awhile but here is a brief and quick update:

Today I found out I have a cavity, and am getting it filled Wednesday :-(, I have a class I need to retake or get the teacher to change the grade from a C- to a C (I emailed the teacher, I'm praying she just changes the damn grade), I passed Student Teaching (YAY!!!). So 2 bad, one great. If I have to retake that class, I won't be able to teach until it's finished. Not a huge deal because I can retake it this quarter. I would like to not have to retake it for obvious reasons. I have been in school for six years, without a Master's degree. That is incredibly depressing.

In about a month I will be homeless, which is very shitty. I keep trying to work things out for apartment, but they seem to be falling through left and right. I really just want to move out of the state and get away. Optimally I'd like to get a job in Las Vegas, and move to Spring Valley, NV. It is west of Las Vegas, butted up to the hills, half hour from the strip. It would be fantastic, so sunny and warm. I'd love to convince Natalie to come with me, but that is getting more and more difficult, understandably so.

I need some sort of change, preferably one that involves me making my own money.

I'm glad to be done with student teaching, it was incredibly stressful, and less than fun on some days. But I'm going to miss those kids so much. On my last day I got many cards, a gift and lots of hugs. It felt amazing. I positively impacted some of those kids! I'm so glad I passed. God I was worried. Yet another thing to worry about now. Fuck, I need to catch a break.